I recall mommy looking vaguely perplexed but they didn't make an issue of it. Now, mind you, I was not yet aware of anatomic details distinguishing boys from girls and of course this was a good six years or so before the dawning of actual sexual feelings.
But I had an intense recurring fantasy of tying up the little girl next door naked and causing her to fall down in the snow.
[I also didn't understand the fall down in snow bits until years later when I realized it had been a desire to watch her struggle to get loose.] I could relate my first masturbational fantasy at age 11 and the distracting internal moral arguments I was struggling with. Other than the rack scene, I had actually forgotten most of the movie (and when you consider that I only discovered the film after I joined this site, that's saying something).
It's based on a scene with his Kate Lipton character from his "perils of paulinesque" "Damsel 2" storyline. Chaser: Thank you so much for your excellent review of "Barbarian Queen." I especially enjoyed your witty commentary regarding this silly, campy flick.The outcome of my artistic effort probably looked more like random slash marks.Foolish enough to show my morning's work to my parents (I should have had the brains to misplace that one) I was in trepidation they would wonder why I was rendering this sweet little innocent in, what I later came to understand was, "bondage" (it would be years until I learned that word).This caused me a great deal of shame and perplexity.She was my friend and I felt certain if she knew these seemingly mean thoughts I was having about her it would hurt her feelings or upset her.He makes her write and sign a statement to that effect, then sends her out to purchase a crop.The first ten were given over her skirt, the next ten on her panties, and the final ten were applied to her bare bottom.Something about pretty women being rendered helpless in that way really clicked.I was too young to know it was sexual, but I sure knew I liked it, and whenever there was a Pretty Young Thing on the week's episode, I knew she was going to get it and I couldn't wait until it happened.Howie In response to your question regarding age of first interest in bondage...As best I can tell I was born (I'm a man) with the deeply ingrained orientation of sexually dominant heterosexual. One of my earliest memories, circa age 4, involved the busy work of coloring a picture in Sunday school.